BOO (:

2010-08-24T22:49:00.001+08:00

Watched Step Up 3 just now, not bad uh the movie.

2010-08-22T23:06:00.002+08:00

Watched the yog girls semi-finals match on saturday with nicole and farah (:
totally awesome time with them. esp when 'eating' and 'lollipop-ing.'
I wanna watch another match!

2010-08-15T13:31:00.001+08:00

watching yog girls soccer match with the girls laterrrrr, cant wait! (:

2010-08-14T23:56:00.001+08:00

I hate having headaches everydayyyy, annoying.
I hope i quickly recover from all these sickness real soon.

2010-08-13T20:34:00.001+08:00

I fucking flunked my math paper today.
Gotta start bucking up.

headaches,

2010-08-12T22:15:00.002+08:00

Im down with flu and cough and i've been having terrible headaches. ):
Its killing me mannn. especially when its the exam week now and i just have to fall sick now, great. I dont need A1s, i just hope i pass every subject. It'll be good enough cos i didnt really study.

Fullerton hotel.

2010-08-10T13:52:00.002+08:00

This year's national day is definitely special and different from the past years.
Its not staying at home watching the fireworks from the tv anymore, its watching it live, standing at the balcony of the hotel room watching the fireworks explode right infront of my face :D
The view was really beautiful and its kinda fun to see those ppl below squeezing here and thr while you can have all the space you want in the balcony. those ppl look like ants from above. LOL.

Eating and drinking, till i nearly got drunk. Hahah.
Reached home at 3+ am.
I hope next year's gonna be like this year.

I wish i said hello to you.

2010-08-10T13:50:00.002+08:00

2010-07-28T22:03:00.002+08:00

I have 2 cuts on my legs now ):
The De yi players kick me with their studs siol. tsktsk.
Agrh, the ref really sucks. i really wonder whether he is qualified to be a ref. really.
First, he asked me whether thr's offside. like, isnt he suppose to know? -.-
Then, its OBVIOUSLY our corner then the de yi players go take.
And he didnt even care.

Coach shouted at him like siao and he dont even bother. Just let them kick the corner, I DONT KNOW WHY.
Then, the de yi players pulled shirt one siol. then ref also blind.
Until ayu fell, he didnt even care. Whats more, the player even stepped on ayu's leg when she fell. Then hand ball, he also nv care.
Everything dont care.

Dunno how to be ref then go home lah, piece of shit.
Seriously uh, WORST REF EVER. But i think we really tried our best today.
moreover, the score was only 1-0. But the goal was really an easy one for them.
the field was quite muddy. Hmm, quite disappointed at our position this year, but nvm.
no point crying over spilt milk, right?

sigh, its our last match today.
Actually i dont mind playing matches every mon and weds. cos get to skip lessons, HAH.
I dont wan go B div laaa, stress siol. I wan stay in c div! I know all the sec 2s want to stay in c div. Hahah.

Dinner at macs with mich, nicole and farah just now.
damn shag. Gonna slp early today.

2010-07-27T22:18:00.002+08:00

Last match tmr. I really hope we'll give our 200% tmr since its our last game.
Hope i play well tmr too. Go team! (:

Dont take me for granted.

2010-07-26T22:15:00.002+08:00

"Baby please come back, it wasn't you, baby it was me
Maybe our relationship isn't as crazy as it seems
Maybe that's what happens when a tornado meets a volcano
All I know is I love you too much"

2010-07-26T21:24:00.000+08:00

Yeah, best friends...

2010-07-19T22:45:00.004+08:00

Won against Fuchun todayyyy, score was 6-0. heh, not bad laa uh?
Okay2. Next two matches, which are the last matches at queensway. Awesome.
At least the field is better. not muddy. -.-

I hate to wait for your replies cos i'll nv know when you'll reply and when you wouldnt. Its like waiting like a fool, yknow?

yeah, you.

2010-07-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

2010-07-15T21:04:00.002+08:00

Everytime i wreck my brains and think abt topics to talk abt, your replies are always short.
everytime i finally have the courage to text you, your replies had me crashing down cos you make me feel that im bothering you and you're just entertaining me.
I really want to talk to you, but, i know you dont feel the same.
I often stare at my phone, waiting for your reply, but sometimes, you'd nv returned my text.
I really miss you, but i cant tell you.
you wont get to see this anw.

Hawt.

2010-07-07T21:06:00.002+08:00

okay, i've finally decided to update cos its our first match of the tournament today
played against henderson. Its a good start (:
hope we'll continue to play well lo. anw, score was 6-0.
I didnt score any, but its okay luh. Had chances to score, but didnt kick properly
cos most of the balls were to my right leg and it was kinda awkward cos im left legged.
then i panicked and kicked the ball like a retard with my right leg. -.- sucks.

ahhh, oh well. not used to the headband yet. but i think i'll get used to it soon?
Gave ann my purple one. hahah. Aiyar, back damn aching now. going to ignore my homework and go to rest.

I cant help but notice you you you you you.

Awesome birthday.

2010-06-26T23:46:00.002+08:00

Back from chalet on friday! Hahah, not alot of bowen ppl went. Mostly yz ppl?
But it was fun. Bbq and stuffs. They carried me and threw me into the pool, hahah.
Lazy to elaborate. thanks chrissy d for booking the chalet and organising the party for me ;D Loves. (: Pictures on justin's fb. Currently at pei san's house now, celebrated her birthday just now. Tiredddd, having a little headache. T.T sch's gonna reopen on monday. like so damn fast. Tournament coming too! Omg, excited + scared.

Everybody wished me except you. You dont even bother to wish me? Idk.
Nvm. So be it.

Sad friday ):

2010-06-18T15:23:00.002+08:00

Had a friendly match with yangzheng ytd! awesome right.
It was a draw, and we almost lost. Until the last 10mins, we caught up with them.
I believe if the sec 2s played the whole game, we would have won.
But its okay. Good training for the sec ones.
Score was 4-4. Not bad, huh yangzheng? Of cos luh, my juniors yo xD

After the match did some training with coach. We were not really used to the muddy field lah,
thats why didnt play well. Bowen field rocks ttm eh. Did some heading, chesting, passing and dribbling stuffs. The field was... so muddy. My boots still muddy eh ):
Didnt wash it. HAHA.
omg, i love the yz basketball court cos the ring is freaking low until i can touch it. The feeling is so awesome. BUT, still cant dunk. -.- nvm. oh ya, MR CHONG came down to watch the match too. cool uh.

Then after that went to plaza sing to eat first, then watch KARATE KID with ann and my spouse. HAHA. TOTALLY AWESOME MOVIE.
i'll rate it 10/10. (: Jaden smith rock. we sat at the second row from the screen. freaking near. My neck was like damn tired. But it was worth it luh. I dont mind watching the movie again!
wasnt really in a good mood, but after watching the movie, mood was better.
Trained home, alighted at srgn. I didnt realise that d alighted too. -.- stalker.
haha. After that home lo.

No training today. Great! Ytd my left leg was like effing pain, i swear. But its okay now.
Lao mao bing luh. im at home rotting now. MYHL, BWCID?

Insomnia?

2010-05-24T22:01:00.001+08:00

I gave school a miss today.
I told my mum i had insomnia. And she insisted that its because i came home late and bathe late so i couldnt wake up. but no. Its not bacause of that. -.- Whatever.

Cross country

2010-05-22T22:17:00.002+08:00

Ran 4.3km ytd! Cant believe i completed 4.3km.
Not baaad. Gigi's awesome. Haaa. My motivator of the day. ^^
So yea, effing shag ytd. Watched kick ass. totally boring ttm. -.-
Reached home at 12.45am, then slept at 2am. Went for tuition.
damn tired, slept till 8pm. Now still v tired.

2010-05-14T21:00:00.002+08:00

Lazy to blog alr, thats why you see my blog so dead.
I'll update when i feel like it.

MYEs are finally over! (:
Can relax alr. Anw, happy birthday Gigi! My third wifey. Hahaha. :D She's awesome y'know.
Watched Ip man 2 with E5 ppl on weds. E3 ppl also went. Hahah, its like we occupied almost the whole of 2 centre rows. The movie not bad! although i didnt watch Ip man 1. BUT im gonna watch it with d one day.
Watched The Back-up plan with clique on thurs! Its a clique outing cum gigi birthday celebration. Suppose to go sentosa -.- But the weather was like sai. So we watch movie instead.
Then went kallang to ice skate. Then dinner at pasta mania.
Movie today with Fuzhi and his friends. Watched The Losers. Aye, not v nice uh the movie.
tsktsk. anw, d's gonna fall sick! Dont fall sick laa. tsk, tc yourself please.

10 of May : Sunny Yellow banana day^^

2010-05-10T21:05:00.002+08:00

HEY HEY! hi people!i'm little boy!if you know who i am la^^
Firstly,little girl(junese) is way too lazy to update~~~so i'm now under the order of little girl to write NICE stuffs for her~~~
OK! nice stuffs,can't think of any though-.- eh eh eh,oya!she screwed her maths today,although not nice stuff,but take it as a lesson uh!see u dare dont study or not^^
her eye had an infection past few days,thanks to mass swimming uh~chlorine's hazard man.

Exam period although very de stress~~but still must jiayou uh!to her,to all!i really duno what to write la-.-
so i choose to write about it next time!i go study le,little girl need do her art also,so bai bai~

i know you miss me!LOL!

Wanna be a mermaid,

2010-05-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

Wee, Iron Man 2 with d on friday at plaza sing. Heheh.

caught the 1.30 show, so didnt eat lunch. I wanted to slp during the show okay -.-
But d dont allow. Hahah. so didnt sleep. The show is not as nice as i expected laa. Its supposed to be awesome! But its not -.- Cheat my feelings sia..
But nvm luh. Forget it.

Saturday after tuition went to pei san's house to swim, then stayover. We stayed over for 3 days! From saturday until today, i was suppose to study but i didnt :x
Went swimming for 3 consecutive days, Lala. But didnt even get tanned -.- zz.
1st night, my phone batt low siol. Then no charger. Bo bian, cant text.
It was a bad night . But nvm, 雨过天晴 le. heheh.
Im sry, d.

1st,

2010-04-29T21:40:00.002+08:00

Decided to update since i havent update for like 123456 years or 654321 years, i dont know.
I dunno what i've been doing lately. Yawns. Mye is coming and i dont think i've studied.
Im starting to panic. 3 tests in a row tmr, every single lesson there's test. God damn.
Esp science, i dont even understand a shit abt what that fat potato is talking abt.

Oh, i rolled down the stairs on tuesday. Haha. so dumb, -.-
Iron man 2 tmr? I hope so.
Happy 1st. Luv.

whatever okay

2010-04-18T20:55:00.002+08:00

Watched Shuttle island and Date night this week, hahah.
Shuttle island was v hard to understand. I didnt quite understand the show.
Date night was funny! "zip your vagina!" LOL. The show is damn sick luh.
Hahah, going training tmr.

2010-04-13T21:41:00.003+08:00

Im so not looking forward to tmr.
Its sports day tmr, and aft sports day, going simei to make training jersey with ann and chris.
Im seriously not looking forward to tmr. ):

Cold.

2010-04-11T01:25:00.003+08:00

Watched how to train your dragon ytd, at kallang.
the show was nicenicenicenice. Worth watching (:
Wanted to watch clash of the titans at Marina. But late.

Today, tuition as usual.
Walked my dog at the cc.

Mm, its currently 1.26am people.
Goodnight.

2010-04-06T21:17:00.003+08:00

Dear miss imposter. If you think that i dont know who you are, YOU'RE HELL WRONG. Cos i know exactly who you are. So stop acting, hypocrite bitch. Dont make me expose you, seriously.
All the evidence pointing to you, stop denying.

HBC.

2010-04-05T22:36:00.003+08:00

Its 5th April! Happy bithday CHRISSY! (:

Anw, siglap vs queensway match postponed today due to the lightning and rain -.-
then wtf, after that when its 4plus, everythings fine alr. So greenview played against yishun.
Greenview won. Lol, the match was effin boring i swear! I was stoning. I was bored.
Started plucking flowers. THEN SW GOT SO AGITATED WHEN I PLUCKED THOSE FLOWERS! as if it would hurt her when i pluck those flowers. Lol. So protective of the flowers like the flowers are her babies. LOL.

Went hgm aft that. Eat, bought the card at popular then off we go. Homed. Its sports heats tmr!
Goodluck ppl. Better hope that it doesnt rain, or else all the events will be cancelled. Aw.

CHEER UP, D! Get over it alright.

2010-04-04T22:16:00.002+08:00

I ate a $10.80 prawn noodle for breakfast at east coast thr today.
YES. YES. $10.80 FOR JUST A BOWL OF PRAWN NOODLE. Its a ordinary bowl of prawn noodle at a shop. Not some restaurant. But the prawns were kinda big. Maybe that explains why its so expensive? Idk. At first i didnt know it was $10.80 until my mum showed me the receipt.
Tsktsk.

Met chris at 3.05.
Ann supposed to watch the match with me! But she last min cannot -.-
Nvm luh, so we trained to Boon keng.
Met shar. Walked to St Wilfred sports complex.
Alan was thr too! My cousin. Its his birthday today eh, Happy Birthday. ^^
He gave me a slice of cake. Heheh.
Kk, watched the match. Arion lost to young women, 3-2. D:
Aft that, the arion ppl birthday bashed chris (:
Haha, with DURIAN CAKE somemore! She smell of durian cake. ee.
Me and shar smashed the cake right into her face :B Nice sia.

Bus-ed to Hougang mall. Ate my usual xia mian. haha.
But i ordered the 5 bucks one today.
I was damn ful -.- i'll nv order the 5 bucks one anymore unless im damn hungry.
Then home.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHRIS!
I know your birthday is tmr lah, but just in case i wont be using comp tmr, wish you happy birthday now lor. ((:

Kk, lazy update alr. Im damn tired. wanna sleep. But i shall wait till 12 am ...
1h 25mins more to go!

2010-04-03T23:05:00.001+08:00

Oh, Everything's so fucked up!

C's.

2010-03-30T22:12:00.002+08:00

Bus-ed to wenqi's house straight after sch today.
Phineas, Ferb & Agent P! Awesome trio. Since the rest of the clique is busy, its always the 3 of us spending time with each other. Haha.
Walked to Buangkok MRT thr de NTUC to buy stuffs. Far sia. Tiring.
Then haeded back to her house. Me & Ming did the chinese project while wenqi's cooking.
Practising for her home ec practical exam tmr. Im having mine tmr too. But i didnt practice.
After finish doing the project, ate the baked macaroni. Eh, not bad lah, sure can pass de.
Used comp for awhile then left at 5.
Then spent the rest of my evening with d.
Mmmm. ^^

B girl's match tmr!
Against Siglap. Omgomg, crucial match, huh?
JYYYYYYYYYY, seniors!

I want it to last forever.

Sick,

2010-03-27T23:51:00.003+08:00

Flu, cough, sore throat, injured tailbone. Im so problematic.
Anw, tuition today. Im supposed to go from 1030 to 315! Cos i missed 1 session last week.
But i couldnt wake up -.- so i just went from 130 to 315.
I was damn tired. Actually wented to sleep after tuition. But i was addicted to cooking mama!
played the DS for damn long. Haha. Cooking mama is addictive and im addicted to it. xD
yawns, my throat feels like thr's sth stuck inside. -.-

Gonna sleep soon i think. D's asleep.
hmm. Jy for your match tmr! :B

I watched Whip it at amk hub with chris. Show started at 9.10pm.
the show was quite nice! Haha. After that went to Chomp chomp for supper. Im the only one eating. Ordered the gigantic cup of sugarcane! We shared. manage to finish it ^^
I was pretty much full alr. Took 315 to srgn. After a long time at the bus stop, chris took a cab home. Reach home at ard 2am? effing tired.

Get cape, wear cape, fly.

2010-03-24T22:07:00.002+08:00

Lessons were boring today.
Geog test in the afternoon.
Watched the basketball match at SBC.
Bowen vs Northvale! I think its northvale, if i rmb correctly.
Then dinner @ hougangmall with chris. Homed at 9plus.
Thats all. Bye.

2010-03-24T22:06:00.001+08:00

Look carefully.

Blaming wont help.

2010-03-24T21:01:00.003+08:00

“All blame is a waste of time. No matter how much fault you find with another, and regardless of how much you blame him, it will not change you … You may succeed in making another feel guilty about something by blaming him, but you won’t succeed in changing whatever it is about you that is making you unhappy.” - Dr. Wayne Dyer

Blame me. Blame me.

2010-03-23T21:57:00.002+08:00

V tired today. Prob cos i slept late last night. Was on the phone with d till ard 12. (:
I practically slept throughtout the whole geog lesson. I was really half asleep.
Cannot tahan. V v v sleepy. Then during eng class. I was sleeping too.
Then Ms goh kept telling the class to wake me up. -.- i was embarrassed .
so i didnt wanna sleep anymore. But i was still feeling v dead. zz. Home ec lesson. SLEEPING TIME~ That mrs raj wont care anyway. I was sleeping through out the whole lesson. She didnt care at all. supposed to meet ms goh after school to claim back my card. She confiscated my card cos i didnt do my homework, but i didnt go and find her. Then others who went to find her told me to write 100 lines " i will remember to do my homework. " Thats the punishment -.-
Im not gonna write it anw.

Sports heats today!
Omg. Darn nervous. My heats only 3 ppl ran -.-
But only me and christel competing against each other. Haha.
Gosh, we were so close that i didnt even know whether im first or second. Nvm, wait till the result comes out. I told ms ang that i ran! Then she told me that even if i qualify, she'll take my name out. WTF?! Ran so hard then now she tell me she wont let me participate?!
Eff disappointed. My heart sank. sigh. waiting for the results to come out.

Dinner at hougangmall with chris and shaowen. Ate at food court. cos im broke. Haha.
ate ice kachang for dessert. omg, the aunty spam milk! But it was nice. Aft that shaowen rushed home. Me and chris walk walk ard then aft that took 147 (:

Sentosa,

2010-03-19T22:40:00.004+08:00

Accompanied someone to General hosp on thurs. I vomited right after lunch.
Wasnt feeling well.
Aft that i ate dinner at food republic. Watched Kidnapper. Took bus 100 home.
The bus journey was like a blink of eye with you ard. As always luh. Lepak-ed at playground.

Went sentosa with mum, chris, younger sis & her friend.
Since my younger sis jio-ed her friend along, i jio-ed chris along too ;DD
Sigh, it was kinda boring. not a v good day to go to sentosa cos it rained.
so we didnt do much. Took the Luge & the Skyride. The Luge was fun fun fun!
Sat the tiger towers. Did absolutely nth for 10mins. Waste money lo.
dinner at vivo, swensens. Hahaha, damn full. But the food was average only. Hmm.
Ice cream for dessert! But it wasnt nice at all. zz.
wanted too watch movie. Book of Eli. Its NC 16.
But because of that stupid old faggot uncle, we cant watch alr. Damn it damn it.
zz. Nvm. homed. Sian. Shall upload the photos next time ba.

Icelemontea & snapple, mty, mtm. heheh.

Weird

2010-03-16T19:06:00.005+08:00

Woke up at 4pm today. Practically nth to do at home.
Bored ttm. zzz. SOMEONE BIAS. Say his boots nicer. okay lor. zz, it look exactly the same lah.
Nvmmmmmmmmmmm. idc.

Anw friendly match against Henderson tmr. For the c girls. I wont be playing, but i'll be supporting. ((: Its 7.30am in the morning. Freaking early.

I wanted to go swimming today. BUT I CANT. AGRH. Next week then.
Sometimes i feel like a fool when i keep staring at the MSN page but i just dont see you online. i just keep waiting and waiting.

2010-03-15T21:05:00.001+08:00

I feel like this when i watch 3D movies. x.x
I dont really like 3D movies.

Sungei buloh,

2010-03-15T20:10:00.004+08:00

Crabs.
Mudskipper.

FACE BOOK IS TAKING 482958683 YEARS JUST TO UPLOAD 5 PICTURES. GRR.
IM RUNNING OUTTA PATIENCE AND I MIGHT JUST CLOSE THE WHOLE DAMN FACEBOOK. SCREW FACEBOOK.
i waited 346547457 years for that god damn thing to load and in the end i dc-ed.
WTF?!?!?! so i decided not to upload alr.

Anyways, went field trip to Sungei Buloh this morning. From 8am-12pm.
The weather was freaking hot and thr were so many spiders and ants and flies thr, omg.
It was related to our ca1 project thts why i had no choice but to go. Sigh.
It was a total waste of time man. We just go thr walk ard, collect water and took the pH, temperature and amount of dissolved oxygen in the water, thats all. Damn it! Waste time.
I was munching on my biscuits during the walk. then i threw some biscuit into the water and the fishes ate it. LOL. It was fun ^^
But because my throat was hurting, i didnt really eat alot biscuits luh, gave some to darryl and bastian. Hmm, aft the whole thing, we took the bus back to Bowen.
Didnt follow Wenqi and Mingeng to Hougang mall to eat pasta mania cos i alr yue someone else le. hahah ^^

Then waited quite long at the foyer. ==
Didnt read my message eh. Luckily ann came and told me you were at the canteen. Or else i think i'll be waiting like a idiot at the foyer for dunno how long. But nvmmm. At last i called you and you came to the foyer. Okay, great. Then bused to hougang mall. Ate at Pasta mania.
Tsk, Wenqi and Mingeng zhao so fast. Didnt see them thr.
Anw i had a hard time deciding what to eat. seriously. I ate baked rice in the end. But i regretted -.- After eating, slacked thr for awhile. Decided to watch Kidnapper at Bishan. But when we reached bishan, dont have the show. ==
Took mrt to AMK. Also dont have the show. ZZ ... walked to Jubilee. ALSO DONT HAVE THE SHOW! omg. we were like effing disappointed? Sighing all the way. in the end go home lor.

Its okay. We can always watch it on thursday.
After a accompany you to your appointment at gh then we'll go watch.
Mmhmm ^^
No plans for tmr. Sigh. Dont tell me i have to rott at home....... D:

Since i cant do sports related to running, I SHALL SWIM!
But you aint gonna watch me swim. No no no! HELL NO! ;DDD (inside joke luh)

Public performance pics,

2010-03-15T19:37:00.007+08:00

Even the vests are from the same shop!
Junese&Chris. haha, we wore the same thing.
Long but not sexy tongue.
You have to agree that they look like father & son.

Pics from Public performance. ^^

Wedding dress,

2010-03-15T18:21:00.000+08:00

Awesome translation of Wedding dress. Awesome song too!

Fascinating,

2010-03-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

mmhmm. ^^

2010-03-14T20:24:00.000+08:00

Hmm? Or even 5years later? I wonder.

2months,

2010-03-14T19:57:00.003+08:00

Public performance ytd. Met Farah, Glenn and Jeremiah before that.
Didnt go with clique. Cos Gigi was having fun at her SHINee concert and Wenqi didnt wanna come. Then Jaslyn and Mingeng in choir. So, im all alone. But nvm. Anw, went to tamp mall to have our dinner at pizzahut. Ew, the pasta that a ordered totally SUCK. THe guys didnt wanna pay for the GST and service charge! Waste time. Then we were late. Took mrt then alighted at Eunos. Then took cab. zz! cab fare $13.80.

Chionged up, farah forgot to bring her ticket! But nvm, she still managed to go in.
During the performance, my eyes wanted to shut luh. Cos i went for tuition in the morning.
After the whole thing end, waited for chris then went plaza sing for supper.
Ate at Yoshinoya. I didnt finish my rice. Didnt really have much appetite. Moreover, throat pain. Then actually wanted to watch movie, but the movie timing is quite late. So we walked over to Cathay and see whether got earlier slots. But dont have. So we lepak thr for awhile.
Trained home. Both of us were like uber uber shag.
Alighted at hougang. We missed the last bus == ...
Took 113 to kovan then took 101 back to srgn. Reached home at ard 1am. Gosh. Tired. Sleep.

BOOOO. Went to see the doc on Friday. NO SPORTS FOR 2 MONTHS.
WTF?!@#$%^&*(
there are Advantages and disadvantages luh.
Many people told me to use this 2 months to take a break, and uh huh i'll TRY to.
Been having headache for these few days. Sore throat and a lil cough too.
Head's aching now. Gosh. And there's school outing tmr. Going to sungei buloh.
zzzzzzz. i bet its gonna be BORING. No choice, have to go. then training in the afternoon,
but i cant train. Dunno whether i'll be going.
2 months is definitely long. Sigh. Damn it. Shouldnt even have chased _____ in the first place.
then i wouldnt have fell. Blame myself luh. zz. Anw there wont be a diff even if i wanna blame you. Nth will help.

Im gonna rest now. Head hurts.
If only ou're here. Haha.

Whats this feeling?

2010-03-07T02:45:00.002+08:00

Its always just me.
You say it, but you dont show it.
I dunno, i think im just expecting too much from you.
On a second thought, im just somebody.
nothing more.

Gahhhh. i think im having moodswing.
its now 2.48am, im still awake.
Hmm, i hope i'll stop having moodswings.
Its just another moodswing, i'll be fine. i hope.
i think its just me. Not us.
I dunno.

Forget abt the 100 that you've promised. Not important.
Hmm. Im a fucking fool -.-

Fucked up,

2010-03-03T20:19:00.003+08:00

Asshole let me listen to this song today morning. Its kinda cool. Hahaha.
Anw, B girls had match against Yishun today.
WOOOOOHOOO, my superkiddo scored 8 yo!
AWESOME. Close to 10! Not baaad.
Im so irritated by my younger sis now. GRRRR.
EHEHEHEH, cacat girl!
Hope your wrist is okay. If not, my heartache siol..
HAAAAA. xD

2010-03-01T21:51:00.001+08:00

Movies with Rachel today.
The wolfman.
My 3rd nc16 movie alright (: Awesome ya?
Its good to look mature.
Tired alr, tailbone hurts. gonna bathe.
Bye.

Two timer,

2010-02-28T21:53:00.003+08:00

Friday.
Watched another nc16 movie! My second nc16 movie so far ^_^
Also, its also kid's second nc16 movie. Woohoo. Sometimes its good to look MATURE.
MATURE. NOT OLD. Hur.
Okay. Um, the usual friday.

Saturday.
Tuition tuition. Aft that chiong home. Took a cab. wasted 6bucks. ):
then, met mich at srgn mrt. we thought we were late for the show. So we ran.
AND MY PHONE FLEW AND SLIDE AT VIVO. So crowded! luckily nobody stepped on it.
My heart ached luh! Didnt buy drinks or anything to eat even though i was effing hungry.
We watched Dear John. I wanted to watch it long ago. But amk didnt have it.
It was nice ^^ NEARLY CRIED! Seriously, the tears was alr coming out! But it didnt come out. Hahaha.

Dinner. Food was kinda nice. But just that i dont like the chicken breast. SO DRY. ew luh.
Got free flow drink! Awesome. Okay, not gonna upload the pictures. Im lazy.
walked ard. Took mrt to srgn. Saw ryan at interchange. Lolol. chat with him while waiting for mich's bus. aft that met kid. Bused to amk hub. Tsk, wanted to buy the headphone.
But shop closed. So nvm.. Anw, dont have the colour i want. so nvm.
went to playground. Slack slack. Ahem, shall not elaborate alr.

Anw, im addicted to EXPLORING. Only me and you know, huh?
Hahaha.

Yet,

2010-02-25T18:25:00.003+08:00

I wish i can ignore everything, but i cant.

mm hmm,

2010-02-25T17:39:00.007+08:00

"It's funny how you still love someone, but you just stop needing them like you used to."
아기 나는 죄송합니다.

Oh well, i flunked my math paper.
I think i can barely even score 15 marks (:
I left 26 marks blank, how smart.
26 over 50 marks gone, its a sure fail alr.
One of my worst math test ever, all thanks to the worst math teacher ever.
I shall not think abt it anymore.
Just wait till i get back my results. Till then, gonna slack. ^_^

reminiscence,

2010-02-24T19:23:00.003+08:00

Tell me how much i've hurt you. cos i dont know.
No, everything cant be like last time anymore.
Im stuck. Im sandwiched. And thr's nth i can do.
I want to promise myself never to hurt you again.
Im sry.
But you treated me like im invisible today.
I was standing just 1 arm's length away from you.
You talked to her. You smiled at her.
But you didnt even bother to take a glance at me.
For that split second, i felt like i was invisible to you.
I thought we were doing fine.
But we're not.
I really cant stand you treating me like im invisible. zzz.

Anw, science and home ec paper today.
OMGGGG, I DIDNT STUDY AT ALL. I have a feeling i'll flunk evenything.
Headache during home ec paper. Gosh, it was horrible.
My tailbone hurts like nobody's business. I really really seriously need the doctor.
Anw, watched Final Destination at your house today. Hahaha, pretty cool show. (:
LAST PAPERRRR TMR! Wish me luck man, i really need it.
MATH.

fairytale,

2010-02-22T21:18:00.000+08:00

Its just a fairytale. Maybe everything now isnt real?

assumption,

2010-02-22T20:47:00.002+08:00

I should not assume that you're referring to me. Anw...... assumption is no good.
So, maybe i should just listen to Gigi and stop reading your blog.
Somehow, sometimes i just aint happy to know that you're so happy, even without me.
I dont know why. Its just so dumb. Im the one who screwed everything up then what for regret.

Found out a horrible news during lifelit today. Totally made me so agitated.
Handsome and the witch. zzzzz. Oh well, at least i found out that that pretty boy is blind.
Nvm, there are many other better ones out thr.
Anw, common test this week. I didnt really study much.

My tailbone really cmi alr. I really need to see the doc this weekend.
Like kor said, " back bone leh, no time also must make time. " Hahaha.
B girls match starting on friday! WOOOOHOOOOOOOOO. JYJY (:

2010-02-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

Heheh, cant see my face. Lol, aft many tries.
Spoiler lah chris! TSKTSK. xD
ANN ^_^

CNY.

2010-02-18T21:18:00.004+08:00

Cny.
Goodies,
angbaos,
gambling,
visitations.

Oh boy, this year's chinese new year is SO NOT fun!
Angbao monneh so little, i've got so many things to buy!
damn it damn it damn it.
I really need to go to the docs soon. Tailbone. ITS EFFING PAIN! CANNOT TAHAN.
As in, when i walk, its okay. when i sit, woah. pain alr.
The pain is on and off. When its pain its damn pain.
Oh, exams start next week and i havent start studying.
Worried much.

Watched 'Valentines day' just now.
Not v nice.

Percy Jackson,

2010-02-13T18:22:00.002+08:00

Percy Jackson @ Jubilee ytd.
Watched it at 7.10pm. No choice, cos other places, v v v crowded.
Actually planed to watch it at Plaza sing budden full house ._.
Other places also quite crowded. Hmm, Jubilee only 1/4 of the cinema was occupied ley!
Although the cinema was quite cui, but okay lah. Still acceptable.
Percy Jackson, shuai eh! xD

Aft the movie, bought some food at amk hub basement.
Wanted to eat Spaghetti, but sold out alr. Ate some chicken steak rice instead.
16yrold went to bread talk to get her bread.
After much persuasion, 16yrold finally gave in and agreed to bring me to the secret hideout.
Took 22. Bus journey was quite long. Tsktsk. That bad kid finished her breads in the bus.
I was damn sleepy alr. Didnt have my afternoon nap. ):

Finally reached. Hehhhh, the night was awesome.
Ate my rice. The rice and chicken dropped everywhere luh. x.x
I tried to count the stars, but failed. -.-
Anw, homed at ard 11+pm.

14. (:

shopping,

2010-02-11T21:27:00.003+08:00

If.

Typical sch day.
Kinda guilty for showing my temper at wenqi and jaslyn today.
Moodswing uh. Maybe its pms. Hahah.
Anw, sch's as usual. Boring.

I've bought stuffs again today! Woohoo.
New year, new stuffs. ^^
Bought a new red crumpler using my own money. Hmph.
Its much smaller than my previous one. BUT, the price is quite near.
Ex die ar, $95. There, $95 alr gone from my angbao money.
Gonna return mum the money when i collect my angbao monneh.

Cabbed to Far east to meet my mum. She was doing her hair.
Aft that, shop shop in Far east. Bought a black half cardigan.
Mum says its nice, so i bought it. nth much alr. So went to penin.
wanted to buy a shirt de. But no right size for me, zz.
was quite disappointed. But nvm. Since no size then forget it.

Ate dinner at macs.
As usual, filet.
Hopped again. to Ion. Hahah.
Bought a red sleeveless from Mango.
And lastly, a pink tee from Nike.
Leg almost break lah.

ITS FINALLY FRIDAY TMR~
Movies with 16yrold again, i guess. (:

Cute.

2010-02-11T21:18:00.000+08:00

I still do think abt you.

2010-02-10T21:54:00.002+08:00

Fitness in the morning is torturous k?!
Wtf. nearly died.

Anw, seniors had match with SAJC today. Left school at 4+?
The sun was freaking hot!
Match ended at 6+. Kay, blah blah. Lazy elaborate.
Left SAJC at 7+. Wanted to buy clothes. But too late. So didnt go.
Took mrt home with chris, shar, and jelly! Hahaha.
Oh, i had fun with has today. LOL .

Short post luh. Gonna go drink my tomato juice alr. ^^

16yrold, takecare of yourself pls. Dont fall sick ar.
Later friday cannot go out hor. :B
Im sry i broke my promise.

2010-02-08T16:42:00.002+08:00

WAMEN'S LIPS~ SMEXY EH?

Stop?

2010-02-08T15:55:00.003+08:00

Played basketball at 16yrold's secret hideout on saturday night. ^^
Awesome place. Scary but still nice. Scary cos there's alot bangalas walking ard.
And its super dark. I cant even see their faces luh! Not being racist ar.
Somehow i didnt feel safe. But after playing 1round of match, i was pretty much exhausted alr.
Lied on the ground and look at the stars. Enjoyed the night breeze. Hmm. It was a great night.
Supposed to reach home at 11pm but i ended up reaching home at 12am. Hahah.
Although that place is scary, but i dont mind! Shall go back thr again next time. (:
I will persuade 16yrold to bring me thr!
So, do you want the numbers to stop increasing? Hmm.

Then, went shopping with mum and younger sis ytd.
1st destination, citysqaure. 1st time going thr. New shopping centre ma.
I was damn hungry! Only ate a piece of cake for the whole morning.
I was starving okay. Nearly died. I think i had gastric pain. Not sure.
But anw thats not important. The important part is, WE ATE AT AJISEN!
Woohoo, Its been quite long since a last ate there.
So, i ate my scallop ramen. Um.. not very nice.
Milk pudding for dessert. not very nice also. x.x

Nth much at citysquare. Boring place. tsktsktsk.
Headed to bugis. Parked our car at bugis junction then my sis bought her clothes.
I was uber impatient. Cos we're supposed to be buying my clothes!
And i was holding all the stuffs. Eff heavy. ==
Cannot tahan luh! Went to the arcade. Its kinda a kid's arcade. Not like the normal one.
Shoot some balls ^^ got quite a number of tickets. Thn some random teenage guy gave me all his tickets. lol, I had 46 tickets. Enough to change for 3 sweets. So i gave my sis 1 sweet and i ate the other two. Haha. Finally, they're ready to pay for the clothes.
THE QUEUE WAS LONG LIKE NOBODY'S BUSINESS. So we had to wait, AGAIN.
Left the place at 7plus, i think.
Bought 2 tops, 1 vest & 2 bottoms (:
OH! 16yrold bought a vest in the same shop. ZXZ.
bleah. 16yrold STALKED ME.
We saw each other like 3 times. Despite walking diff ways. See, not stalk me then is what?
Hahaha. stalker ho~ Didnt have time to go vivo.
Ate dinner at 9 leh. I ate jap again. Tsk, so sick of it. Nearly vomitted everything out x.x

I pon-ed training again! Tsk,my tailbone still hurts. I think its getting worse. Sigh.
Dont care lah. but maybe going see doc if it still continues to hurt.
Going buy my shoe laterrrrrr. xD

Sweet 9.

2010-02-06T17:43:00.004+08:00

Watched The Imaginarium of Doctor Parnassus at vivo with 16yearold ytd.
Show started at 9.25pm. Hehhhh, we got awesome seats. Second row from the back.
It was perfect (: Luckily we didnt sit 3rd row from the front or else neck will break eh x.x

So, before that, we walked ard. 16yearold was looking for present for her mum.
Finally bought the present at Adidas shop after much consideration. Haha.
The shoe was v ex.. Oh, i saw a really nice shoe. Its pink and grey. I wanna buy it! Mwaha.
Dinner-ed at Burger King. Before that there was no seat, so we went to the outdoor playground.

I spin-ed her until she wanted to puke. hahaha. It was fun ^^ Played other stuffs too.
zzzz. she found out sth when we were playing one of the kiddy stuffs. Im afraid of ______.
Shall not tell you guys what is it. Haha. After playing, we found a seat at Burger king.
great. So i watched her eat. Slacked at the top floor for awhile nia. then she finally agree
on watching movie. Awesome ^^ I was falling asleep in the cinema lor. The movie was kinda boring. 16yearold claims that im not a artistic person, oh well. Maybe thats why i didnt really understand the story.

Movie ended at 11.45? Chionged to mrt station. Phew, we took the last train back to srgn.
Bought my burger at macs then lepak at stage. Woohoo, awesome, sweet 9. ^^
you know what luh. You kept your promise xD
Home-ed at ard 1.30am.
Got scolding from my mum. blahhhhh. ==

Tuition today.
Damn crappppp. I chionged to Amk popular but in the end it was under renovation.
i was like, WHAT THE FUCK. Angry die. ==
Waste my time. So i decided to buy popcorn chicken. tuition was okay today.
Pei ru didnt come! Dk why. MIA uh.
after tuition i bought the KOI cafe milk tea. Hmm, wasnt THAT nice.
Its double the price of sweet talk's. $3.50. Ex uh..
First time drinking it. I realised that i hate milktea. ew luh.
My tailbone still hurts!
Someone says he's gonna accompany me see doc tmr if my mum aint free, haaaa.
Shall see how.

I've yet to buy my new year clothes! grrr. I wanna buy the pink and grey shoes i saw ytd,
i wanna buy new clothes and new bag too. Cant wait for new year manzxc.

Another awesome day with you. ^^

2PM.

2010-01-31T21:30:00.004+08:00

Currently in love with 2PM. Hehhhhhh :B

Crap, my lower spine hurts like eff.

BEST DAY EVER.

2010-01-31T19:12:00.004+08:00

Best day ever, only me and you knows why. ^^

Woke up at ard 12plus. No time for tuition alr. Cos my tuition's 1.30 @ amk.
So... Decided to skip tuition. (:
Didnt do any homework. Rott at home until evening. Had a huge arguement with mum.
But nvm, everything's okay now.

Didnt want to stay in the house any longer. I neeed some fresh air.
So.. met up with 16year old and took circle line to J8.
Hahah, main purpose of going there is to buy ann's present.
After buying her present, walked ard. Went to NTUC cos the kid wanted to get her gummy.
Suppose to accompany her to study but we watched a movie instead.
My first NC16 movie! Although im not 16 luh! but i managed to pass ^^
Slacked at coffee bean until ard 845 then we got chased away by the coffee bean staff cos
we had to buy sth to sit there. So, went to the playground at 3rd floor.
Saw ppl dancing line dance.
Hahah, interesting siol.

Bought my drink then went in. The person asked me to show my ic.
I chua tio sia. Then luckily 16 year old is 16 year old so she can show then hers. PHEW~
My first nc16 show~ bleah.
Its a horror movie. My second time watching horror movie in the cinema.
Damn sadistic luh that show. But it was kinda nice. ^^
Moral of the show: Dont flirt ard!
Movie ended at 11plus. Took 53 back to srgn.
Slacked at stage. Wanted to eat supper at macs de. But nah, im saving money.
Slack until ard.. 2.15am.
Reached home at 2.20am.

Hmmm. Best day ever~ Bleah not gonna tell you why. xD

PS: i stole sth from 16year old. hehhhhhh. (:

Last,

2010-01-31T19:07:00.002+08:00

Dont ever say i've never tried.
You're not me.
So you wont know.
You dont know.
I've tried.
But not going to anymore.
Giving up.
Letting go.
Forgetting.
Really moving on this time.
And i guess, i'll be able to.
I'll not struggle. anymore.

MY FAULT.

2010-01-30T14:36:00.002+08:00

You say:

I dont believe.
I dont try.
I alr have someone here for me.

BUT:
How you want me to believe? You think its easy?
How to try? You think i dont wan?
and most of all, DONT YOU HAVE ALOT OF PPL THERE FOR YOU TOO? HUH. ESP THAT ___.

Yeah. and now you're giving up. K give up all you want. Watch all you want.
Sick of hearing all my crap? FINE. Im not saying anymore.
ITS ALL MY FAULT. MY BAD. -.-

\m/

2010-01-30T13:52:00.002+08:00

Woooot~ i pon-ed training ytd. Cos we had to go RI for some.... Opening ceremony?
Rehearsal nia. Monday's the actual day.
AND WOOHOO I GET TO PON LESSONS FOR 1 HOUR AND TRAINING. Heheheh, awesome.
Im the flag bearer, Chris's the oath taker and shar's the OBSERVER! Actually observer only sit at the back rott nia. V sian. I was sleeping throughout the ceremony!
The speech was " Hi one and all. Okay end of speech." Hahah, damn stupid. But anw its just a rehearsal so there's no need to say the speech. My hand was breaking luh! Hold the flag there for damn long. Monday confirm gg de. Tsk, asshole kept playing with my fingers.
There was also a taekwondo performance. But all the flags were blocking my view!
So i just shut my eyes and sleep.

Otw to return the flag, I SAW THAT WHITLEY GIANT. She waved at me and smiled.
So i did the same thing. I didnt know she was so friendly. She's kinda fierce but i still think she's a nice person. ((: Didn expect myself to meet her again. Hahaha.
After that we took a cab and mr lim alighted at bowen. We continued our journey to a nearby field where the c girls were having their training. It was kinda opposite fernvale pri.
I slept for quite long at the metal bench. Asshole's hand was my eye mask. The sun was too bright so i used her hand to block the sun. Hahaha. And the wind was damn strong!
V shiok. But mr skirt kept flying == Oh ya, michelle's my arm rest. I felt like a princess for that moment cos i have a arm rest and a eye mask. LOL.
But i felt damn uncomfortable cos the bench was too small for me. I couldnt find a nice position. We tried to talk. But there was still no conclusion. So i guess, the conclusion is nothing. Cos you're giving up. So.. Lets just forget the past. And we'll still be friends.

After the c girls training end, me, chris, mich and shar walked to jalan kayu for dinner.
Mich lend me money to eat, hahah. Cos i was broke. Didnt really bring much money with me.
I ordered pineapple rice. then mich copy me also! After that i shared the honey prata with her cos she couldnt finish it. But i didnt eat much too cos she rice portion was quite big. And i didnt really feel that the prata was nice. So ya. Jaime came! Ms Ang's boyf. Haha.
First time meeting him. He was quite a funny person. Lolol. So, they ordered their dinner and we left soon after. Dont wan extra ma ^^
Took 103 back to srgn. Asshole alighted at Hougang.
After that went to central to take key from my maid. Oh! Amy shouted my name so loud ==
Talked to wamen and amy for awhile then left.
Reached home at ard 8.20.
Quickly chiong and bathe.

Met asshole at bus stop and we bused to East coast. My first time in my whole entire life i took bus to ecp. Hahaha.
We wanted to rent a bike. But all the bike rental shops were closed. So.. We walked ard.
I bought my Double choc frappe and she bought her Mcflurry.
Walked for quite long before we found a nice seat.
Hehhhhh. Shall not elaborate further le.
Took a cab home at 12.25?
Haaaaaa, i enjoyed my day today. (:

I hope i'll be able to keep my promise.

FUCK.

2010-01-28T22:23:00.001+08:00

Fuck you and your lies upside down.

Dont regret okay, seriously.

MIA,

2010-01-28T17:51:00.003+08:00

Yay gonna pon training tmr cos going Raffles Institution ^^
Finally a day's break from training.

Its finally Friday tmr~
heheheh. Shall give you a hug tmr since a owe you one.

Ps: WHY ISNT JIE REPLYING MY MESSAGES. MIA. ROAR.

2010-01-28T17:43:00.000+08:00

2010-01-28T17:37:00.001+08:00

I love you, in french.

2010-01-27T22:33:00.002+08:00

Friendly match against Whitley this aftrnoon.
Mainly B girls playing but Farah, humy and i played cos they were short of players.
Hmm, i played at the second half. Humy's injured cos she got knocked down by a giant.
Wtf, she's damn tall! Half head taller than me. And she is quite big size too.
she's damn random. She sorta chat with me during the match.
She told me she's a basketballer and she even ask me what primary sch i was from.
She kept singing -.- k i shall translate. " Stupid bitch, look what look, I dig your eye balls out. "
SHE JUST KEPT REPEATING THAT. Effing god. I wonder if she's scolding me cos i kept staring at her. She's just too weird.
So, score was 3-0 and we won.

Numb alr.

2010-01-27T22:21:00.000+08:00

Physical pain takes away emotional pain.
Even if its temporary.
At least it takes away the pain.

Pretend,

2010-01-26T21:57:00.002+08:00

You liar. I wish i can just stop being jealous.
When can i stop being jealous luh seriously.
you and your crap. I really had enough of it.
Really la. stop lying to me. Just tell me you love that pianist of yours so that you can fuck off from my brain. JUST ADMIT IT AND STOP LYING TO ME, GAH FUCK YOU. ==

Happy 15th Birthday, JELLY!

2010-01-25T21:11:00.001+08:00

H0, Happy 15th Birthday Jellilo~
Jellilo aka shaowen aka my senior aka a blur sotong
but she's a fun person when you get to know her well
I love to bully her cos when you laugh at her she will also laugh along and she ends up laughing at herself silly aint she.
Hahah she doesnt really act like a sec 3 although she's one but when it comes to study
she's pro cos she's in 3e2. okay so once again happy birthday jelly, act like a 15 year old! haha.

We gave her a birthday bash during training today we poured water all over her and made her
wet inside out. It was damn fun and she hugged me from the back to make me wet gosh thats so random. K mich made me fall just now and there's a cut on my wrist you better be guilty.
haha. ph and i made mich wet too i just felt like making her wet. she's so wet that i need to lend her my uniform cos i dont wan her to fall sick but apparently she's falling sick.
she's as weak as usual. Dont fall sick la you can smell my shirt as much as you want, haha.

I feel so weird now i just feel like typing without punctuation.
You left without saying bye to me today and i know you were not in a good mood
you didnt pick up my calls neither did you reply to my messages you dunno how worried i was and now im feeling so weird i guess i miss you alot dummy. haha.
i dunno why but i just feel so.

Ps: i flunked my math test today and i have home ec test tmr you need much luck Junese.

B,

2010-01-24T19:46:00.000+08:00

Every now and then, i still do.

Shag dao max,

2010-01-23T20:45:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i dont know why i'd smile when i see you.

Training is sucky. Sucky sucky sucky. Weather sucks. sucks. sucks. sucks.
I feel that im wasting my time doing something i dont like.
But the problem is, i dont have a choice.

Hehhhhhh. asshole's back from camp. WB~
I wasnt feeling v well ytd. Dont know why. Nearly died during training.
aft training pei-ed asshole go heartland mall eat her dinner.
I had to watch her eat Yoshinoya again! but nvm la.
This time i wasnt that hungry. More to lethargic.
Mm hmm. Bused to srgn. then i had to chiong home.
Cos i didnt bring my key and my sis was going out. So ya. Quickly rush home.

Decided to watch tooth fairy @ AMK HUB. Wanted to watch The Spy Next Door. But nah.
k so asshole went early to buy the ticket. Cos scared no seats ma.
The cinema was quite crowded. But i was still dying. It was like north pole luh!
Almost freezed to death. the show was... Average la. AVATAR IS SO MUCH BETTER.
The woman sitting beside me in the cinema is so irritating -.-
She keep laughing like siao even though its not THAT funny.
Then everytime she laugh, she must jerk back and forth. Make my chair shake also.
She kept doing that. I was a lil irritated. But didnt really bother abt her.
Heh our seats were quite good. Necks didnt die (:

The movie ended at abt 11.30pm. We missed our last bus.
Wanted to take cab. But we took mrt instead. Went to macs to get asshole's mac flurry.
Then i got my supper too. Da bao to stage there to eat. Otw there, a cockroach passed by.
Omfg -.- i jumped and sorta screamed. So malu. x.x
Eat finish le then slack slack. Homed at 1+am.

Tuition today. Damn it. I was dying. Couldnt really understand.
I was v frustrated. I drank 2 cups of bbt today. hmm. Drank something new. Matcha. hahah.
I have alot of science homework. I'll chiong it tmr i guess.
Friendly match against Whitley on weds. EFF. I HATE MATCHES.
Im feeling really lethargic these few days. All these crap and all the trainings.
Im both mentally and physically tired. I need a break.
I hope i can fall sick. So i can dont care abt everything. zz.

On the outside,

2010-01-23T20:32:00.002+08:00

But is it okay on the inside?

2010-01-21T20:19:00.003+08:00

I'll run and never look back.
but running away wont solve the problem.

Agrh, my knee hurts for no reason. The bone feels weird. .___.
Yayyyyy. ITS FRIDAY TMR. and you're coming back! ^^

2010-01-20T23:18:00.000+08:00

I miss you kid.

2010-01-20T21:42:00.003+08:00

Stop lying to me. Everytime when im abt to succeed, you lie to me. AGAIN.
Tell me all those crap. Giving me false hope and everything.
Make me think and think. And then again, im back to the starting point, struggling, trying to forget. I cant carry on like this. I dont want to carry on like this.
Let memories only be memories. Nothing more than that.
I'VE DECIDED. IM CLIMBING OVER TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE WALL.

2010-01-19T21:36:00.004+08:00

Move on. Whats the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worthwhile;
when they're no longer who they used to be? When they're heart is somewhere else?
Do you think they still care for you, still sit there thinking about you?
Becos frankly, they dont.

Hey, i will move on to the other side of the wall.
I want that whats on the other side. Even though its not the same, its okay.
Whats on the other side will probably be better. I'll never know until i move over to the other side.
I will get to the other side. I WILL.

PS: FASTER COME BACK FROM CAMP KIDDO. dont miss me too much yeah? xD Have fun. i'll miss you! (L)

Jealousy doesnt mean anything.

2010-01-18T21:29:00.003+08:00

I hope.
NO.

&. Im jealous. SO?

I wan a time machine.

2010-01-17T21:27:00.004+08:00

LOOOK AT MY NEW PRETTY BAYBEH YO.
I know you guys are fucking jealous ^^

Its finally sunday today! wang-der-full~ hohoho.
Asshole accompanied me to queensway to get my boots. Teehee.
But before that, she went to plaza sing to buy tickets for our movie.
Scared no seats ma. Heng she go buy the tickets first! Cos it was damn crowded.
Almost full house~ so, we took mrt to queensway. i ate my breakfast at macs.
We chionged to macs! Cos breakfast was abt to end. I was so lazy to run ._.
But asshole pulled me along. Luckily! Or else i wouldnt have my big breakfast alr.
I didnt eat the bread. Cos i dont like it plain x.x So i gave it to asshole.
She likes it with jam. Hahah.

After breakfast, walked down to Weston to buy my boots.
Finally got my size! (Y) Asshole helped me check whether the boots was just right for me. ^^
oh ya. I was damn ps for that moment. Ya. you know why. And you wont stop laughing.
Make me more ps. tsk! She bought nike shoelace. tsk, so ex. But it was partially for charity.
After that, still damn early. Nth to do ma. So walked ard. Really damn sian.
So we decided to go PS, walk walk. we were damn bored. Ps uh, imma boring person lo.
Dunno how to entertain you sia. :x
Headed to Mos Burger to kill time. I bought fries and clam chower soup.
Asshole was playing with the pepper~ hahah. wrote words with it. Lala.
I too, played with the tomato sauce. I wrote sth too ^^
after eating, went up to buy my drink before going in to the cinema.
The show was awesome x10! Graphics was damn good. But the duration of the show was damn long. my bladder was gonna burst. x.x
we were sitting at kinda at the front seats. No choice ma cos other ppl book online alr.
So only left the first few rows. Asshole said her neck was breaking ._. but i was okay luh.
Just that neck abit suan. But not as worse as hers. Aw. but i SOMEHOW saved your neck.
teeeeheee :B Enjoyed the movie. (: thumbs up eh, i find it better than 'Jump'.

Yoshinoya for dinner. Yayyyy. I like yoshinoya. ((:
ate Ebi meal. It was delicious. Nth much happened at yoshinoya.
oh ya! I edited asshole's handphone note. Heheh~ Look at it and smile ho. xD
then hor. this xmm become v bhb! you know you know? she changed my wall[paper and added a note. but after that she removed it.

okay~ we took mrt to from to punggol. then back to srgn. In between, asshole did lotsa
silly stuffs. made me laugh my ass off! eh and, i caught you off guard. ;D
im beginning to have more courage! Dont you think so? :B
aft that she took 147 home. Gah. If only today is saturday then dont need go home so early.
IF ONLY. But nvm~ its okay. there's always next week. Really had lotsa fun today.
In fact, not only today! Haha. thanks for making my day again.
Im always looking forward to friday.
and, i'll miss you so much for that 2 days!

2010-01-16T21:34:00.004+08:00

Ya la. got your WEIRDO then good alr la. Got your SOMEONE then good alr la.
I fucking quote this from your blog okay. "and b, i’ll be waiting till we could be friends again. imissus having all the fun tgt. hmmm."
What. me, your NORMAL FRIEND. trying to BE FRIENDLY and ask you things nia.
I even fucking took the initiative to TALK TO YOU. And " there's no need" to let you know
is the best fucking answer that you can give me?
"I MISS US." stop fucking hell lying la. GOT YOUR WEIRDO CAN ALR WAD.
Go fucking hell have fun la. SO MUCH FOR SAYING THAT YOU WANT US TO BE FRIENDS BACK SO BADLY. START FROM ZERO. YOU KEPT SAYING IT AGAIN AND AGAIN.
START FROM ZERO. and now you're like that.
stop fucking hell lying to me alright? Seriously. I had enough of your nonsense.
Just that sentence you said earlier on. you fucking pissed me off.
Having so much fun then have other ppl then talk to me like that la.
Okay lor. Dont regret.

FUCK OFF. JUST FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.
So what if you're unhappy when you read this post.
let me tell you, I-DONT-GIVE-A-FUCK.

You,

2010-01-16T17:57:00.001+08:00

Cos i am. Especially when im with you. (:

Fug happy ((:

2010-01-16T16:31:00.002+08:00

Woooooots. Its finally friday. I woke up late at 7.05!
Nearly late, so faster chiong outta the house. Heng, nv late.
okok, class was boring as usual. Shall not elaborate.

Then training. heh, the weather was nice ^^
My leg was hurting like !@#$%^&*)&*. Damn it. Muscle ache plus blister.
After training Shar wanted to go hougang mall. But then i v lazy, didnt wanna follow.
So, chris and shar went to hougang mall to buy stuffs. Heh, asshole missed me so much that she suggested they send me to the bus stop. :B Oh ya, ____ was at the bus stop too!
854 and 43 came. So they boarded 854 and i boarded 43. ____ was on 43 too. LOOOL.

Maid didnt cook dinner -.- So i had to packet food. Hmm. I ate alot~
Didnt pei asshole eat cos i lazy go hgm. After that we wanted to go somewhere cos its friday.
Hmm, so we decided to watch a movie. Wanted to watch at PS de. Then all the movies like full house sia. wtf. Nearly gave up, then i checked AMK. Woot, Many seats left. Off-ed the comp and went to bathe. I practically chionged! Luckily i took a cab, or else sure late.
Asshole reached thr first. So she q-ed to buy tickets. It was damn crowded.
When we went in, the show alr started! But nvm, we only missed like 1min of the show.
Not important. The show was effing funny!!

Laughed like nobody's business man.
Asshole laughed alot too. Hahah. THE SHOW WAS AWESOME TO THE MAX!
At first it wasnt that cold but towards the end it was freaking cold. I kept drinking my F&N grape. Hahah. I was literally shivering can. K so show ended, took bus to srgn.
Went to 7-11 cos asshole wanted to buy a drink then i wanted to buy mashed potato but there's no cup -.- so nvm, i didnt buy. Asshole bought milo ice cream instead of a drink. hahah. Aye, xmm, you eat ice cream damn cute de lor, really like xmm leh. ^^
And, im not dxj! stewpig. Haha. After that went to macs buy my DOUBLE CHOC FRAPPE~ (Y) nice. then at macs, xmm cant stop pestering me to tell her ________. tsktsk!

walked to shop and save or cold storage. Idk which. Asshole wanted to buy drink, but the q damn long, so ya. she dont wan buy alr. Lepak lepak at the stage there.
Haaa. lepak-ed there for quite long. Heh, fug happy. ^^
12.53 last bus. So no choice. asshole gotta go home. Aw. pei her wait for bus. then walked home. Luckily i brought my keys! washed up and collapsed on my bed. Bleah, i fell asleep while replying your message. Damn it. Sry. Then midnight when my mum came home, she woke me up cos i was holding my phone. I looked at my phone then i realised i havent reply. Hahaha.

Woke up at 9plus today. Earlier than usual eh.
Had tuition at 1.30. I felt like going tuition cos i dont even understand a single thing that mdm tng is saying. So, i needed help from tuition cher. Finally i understand, a little.
Going to Queensway with asshole to buy my Mercurial Talaria tmr. LIKE FINALLY!
That time i went with my mum, there was no stock for my big feet -.-
After buying boots gonna go watch Avatar. Heh, asshole gonna pei me watch avatar even though she watched it alr. ^^
Looking forward to tmr~

PS: I SAW STICKMAN WHILE WALKING HOME JUST NOW! xD
PS: For just that 1 min or so is gonna make me hapy for days. ^^
If only time could freeze when you're with me. xD

Moving on,

2010-01-13T23:15:00.003+08:00

I started all this crap. I have to accept the fact that you're alr gone. Its over.
You've gotten over it, but i havent. So what. Watch me, I WILL GET OVER IT.
dont worry. i will move on. No matter how much i miss you. i will still move on.
I dont need you.

I didnt expect you to have alr moved on..
heh. watch me.

Fake smiles;

2010-01-12T22:34:00.003+08:00

soccer, soccer and more soccer. Soccer 4 times a week. Like seriously tiring luh.
Now a have minor injuries everywhere. I got whacked by a ball in the face on monday.
It was damn pain for that moment. Farah's kicks aint lousy you know. Now my nose hurts a lil.
Then the injury on my ankle from the SRJC match also havent recover. I got another orh ceh
today.
Time seem to pass really slowly today. I was damn sleepy at the last 2 lessons.
home ec and chinese. Darn boring ==
Fitness tmr. SIAAAAAAAAAAN. and the sec 3s get to pon training cos they're going camp.
gah.

Actually you know what? you dont have to act like you're so happy infront of me. ==
You're faking a smile arent you? Seriously, by doing that, you make me dont even feel like looking at you. Its like. Since you're so happy without me. then, why say so much crap.
Crying and everything. ya, now im the bad guy. Everybody thinks im the bad guy. All your good friends thinks im the bad guy right? yala, who cares. Idc. Since you've got so much goodfriends and you're having so much fun, you dont need me. I dont need you too.
One moment you say that you're sad, blahhhhhh blahhh. Another moment you're so happy. ==
feel weird ard me. then what can i do? what. make you not weird? cmon. why the fuck must i do that man. Since you're so happy without me. then must well you live w/o me la. Since i only make you sad right? Okay norh. up to you la, so be it. Friends or not friends, you decide.
you said we're still friends. Are you acting like me friend anot? ask yourself. I message you, you dao me. wtf? I message you leh. tmd. wan dao. okay lah. I wont sms you anymore lor.
Stop giving making me assume. == you're making me so confused. one moment you're this and another you're that. I really dont understand you know. tell me can? tell me what you're thinking. its so tiring to keep guessing you know.
YES. YOU.

IWTHY!!

2010-01-10T18:37:00.004+08:00

Yep so i woke up so early on a saturday morning -.- went for the cca open house.
Last year's cca open house was on a sch day lor, not saturday. Woooot asshole bought me choc waffle again. i didnt really have appetite in the morning. but i still ate it. It lasted me the whole morning. thanks asshole ^^ Okay so we set up the booth and i was so sleepy. But still no choice. Had to walk ard to persuade the sec 1s to join soccer. Shar would definately be a good salesgirl!
She talked alot and managed to persuade a few girls to write their names down. Phew.
Not much ppl wanted to join soccer. I tried to ask a girl to join soccer then she told me "soccer so chor lor one!" -.- thats the first impression ppl have on soccer. Rough. Not really luh.

After that went to the hall to watch the performance. I was really looking forward to the BB's.
Hahaha. I think everybody in the team knows why luh. after that went to Hougang point macs to eat. Headed to Cityhall with shar and asshole. Sw didnt wanna go along despite me persuading her for like damn long. Then i finally gave up since she doesnt wanna go then i wont force her (:

im so lazy to write on. So yeah, im not gonna continue alr. o.o

Stickman. :B

2010-01-07T22:08:00.006+08:00

Havent update for quite a long time. So ya, decided to update. hmm.
School's boring. I hate to look at those old woman's face. Shall not mention names.
All kinds of faces. You see, when goeg cher came in, the class greeted her politely.
But when it comes to ms goh and mdm tng, our form and co form, We dont even bother to greet then properly. Then they will make is sit down and stand up again. SOUNDS FAMILIAR? cos thats what we do in pri sch. == Mdm tng seriously treat us like pri sch kids.
And i cant stand her english. the way she speak. Like seriously i feel so irritated when i hear her voice and see her face. Ms goh. stupid face of hers. She likes to roll her eyes. Sickening face.
Mon, tues, wed, fri, i have soccer. Thurs i have pe. Its like sports sports and more sports.

I love my goeg teacher. She has the bitchy attitude. Hahah, But she's really funny.
She reminds me of Ms Lenny. She is like, MS LENNY NUMBER TWO!
She makes lessons interesting. But her lessons are kinda slack. I cried while laughing.
I felt so ridiculous. Hahaha. Laughed so hard that i cried. Its the way she talk. Hah, interesting.
Time passes so fast during her lessons. Which is good.

Asshole bought choc waffle for me today. awesome awesome awesome. I have been craving for choc waffle for 3 days. Woots, the waffle was superb. Nicenicenice. Although its kinda cold but its still yummy yummy yummy yummy. Nicer than any other waffle, i ate it to the very last bit. ^^
Walked ard in sch with wenqi. then gigi had to go for high mt class. So ya, wenqi and i went basement to study o.o Ate that gigantic lolly that gigi gave me ^^ It was nice, But SO BIG.
My mouth felt so suan after eating eat. Its sweet on the outside and chewing gum on the inside.
I felt so restless. Stucked at question 5 for damn long all thanks to mdm tng and her stupid complicated teaching style damn it damn it damn it.

Its finally friday tmr.

2010.

2009-12-31T23:18:00.002+08:00

Happy New Year peeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeps! (:

You stole a hug from me! Haha.

2009-12-30T22:15:00.004+08:00

Friendly Match with Serangoon JC this morning!
As i expected. Coach put me in. First 11. Stewpig.
Was darn nervous! Hmm.. asshole was bai kah! But coach still put her in.
SHE SCORED 4 GOALS DESPITE HER INJURED LEG. nice! Better than Febregas leh!
One of the goal was scored by header! Corner from shar, then BOOM~ chris heads the ball
aaaaandddddd GOAAAAL! lols.
Shar scored 3, haslina scored 1, humaira scored 1! NICE ONE HUMY.
I didnt score any. ALOT of chances to score! tsk. Wasted siol.. But nvm.

Almost everybody had the chance to play today. Hmm. Played left wing in the second half.
Geez, i cant cross it. ann got subbed out cos her leg was aching.
I got subbed out at the later part of second half so that everybody gets a chance to play.
After that went to hougang point to eat. Then went to chris's house. went home at 6.
Tired naoz. and my muscle's aching much.

2009-12-29T18:37:00.002+08:00

im helpin the LAZY asshole to update.
so yea. mon we went to watch alvin and the chipmunks 2 wif shar, asshole and mich. nice show. hilarious. NOT CARTOON. haha. took quite a long time deciding on where to eat for lunch. so we decided to eat at sme japanese restaurant at the basement. sharleen went home cus she had lunch at home. so yea. we settled in our seats and open the menu. gah, its so freaking ex!!!! closed the menu and i suggested we eat at sakae instead. trained to bishan. junese waste food! eat the cha soba not nice then dun wan eat alr. zzz. ok, was full. we ate the buffet promo. yea. and I TREATED both of them. take it as christmas lunch. hahaha. wanted to watched avatar but mich cant. so yea. walked walked around. then homed. i took the bus and the 2 monkeys took the train. so cant elaborate much abt wat they did aft tat cus i aint there. hahaha. so yea. as usual, she stoned at home. XD

2dae trng. i didnt train. gah, ankle still not fully recovered. match tmr. GG. get well soon. junese is so so so so so so very very very very very reluctant to play the match tmr. she better hope has cme. if not she gotta stand in for her. hahahaha. aft trng, went to the nearby coffeeshop to eat. asshole is fussy. tsk. haha. ohoh, she drinks bubble tea EVERY WEEK. and its always the same flavour. haha. so slacked at the coffeeshop a while b4 heading to my hse. watched kungfu dunk. and i fell aslp. and as usual, sw nv fail to sit on asshole. XD asshole keep saying tat im a small kid. and i tink so. yes, i noe. act my age. hahaha.

CHRIS IS THE PEACEMAKER FOR THE DAY! ^^v

and this is Chris signing off!

2009-12-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

training today. Stupid luh!
I thought i was late. Cos, my alarm rang late, cos my phone's clock was late, COS i didnt set it properly. so, i think i woke up at 7.15 or sth. I jumped out of my bed, i thought i was gonna be late. Quickly chiong chiong chiong. i didnt even bring my nike bottle. i just grabbed the bottle on the table. Waited like 5mins for the bus, not even a single bus came.
Didnt wanna run rounds, so i took a cab.
Cab fare was 5bucks. heng the uncle drove quite fast.
I reach canten, only saw caeley, farhanah and shar. i was like, wtf? why nobody de.
Looked at the canteen clock. WTF, ONLY 7.32AM. i was so early. Pissed luh. wasted 5bucks.
Stupid. Training sucks today. 1v1 and stuffs. I hate 1v1. stupid. was kinda pissed. But after that okay alr. Macs breakfast. Asshole didnt come along. So me, shar, humy and farah went.
Joked ard like crazy. Laughed damn loud. They were so wild. haha, shar was so slow! We hinting her like crazy yet she didnt get it. tsk! Shar went to buy breakfast for the silly boy.
LOL, INSIDE JOKE.
walked to bus stop then waited damn long for the bus, i was falling asleep can.
109 finally came. Boarded the bus. saw shar. zzzz! k then humy alighted, shar alighted.
i alighted at the interchange, went to top up my card.
Slept on the floor, cos didnt bathe. Had headache sia. Stupid. Woke up at 4-5+.
Nth much alr luh.
No training on friday! They're going to mr lim's house for christmas celebration.
Confirm super fun luh. But i'll be missing out the fun, cos i'll be going to cousin's wedding.
Mm, sian. but nvm la. Bo bian.

Faster recover! (:

Missed you much .

2009-12-23T21:46:00.004+08:00

IM BACK FROM MALACCA!
Short trip ma, just 3D2N. V fast de. I just realised i went malacca last year too!
But we went on the 22nd. Last year's trip was much better, somehow.
This year's trip is more to a shopping trip luh. Bought bottom, top, keychains, food etc.
The bus journey is ard 5hours! I slept in the bus most of the time. :B
Oh, and i saw Peihua at the Singapore custom ^^ But she didnt see me luh.
I didnt say hi to her either. She was stucked at the "stupid electronic machine". Haha.

1st day.
We waited quite long at the hotel lobby cos it was v crowded.
Then finally checked in, went upstairs to put our stuffs. The room was kinda big.
There's a bathtub in the toilet, haha. shiok.
Then there's a phone in the toilet too! Maybe when you're pooping then run out of tissue,
you can call for help. LOL, jk. There's Disney channel eh! cooolzxc.
Aft that, walked to the so called "newton". A place to eat luh. Second time thr. Went thr also, last year. I ate Claypot rice! Hmm, quite nice de. ^^ Ordered quite alot food. :3
Shopping, Night market at night! Its like singapore's bugis street. Just that its much loooonger. Settled down at the stalls for dinner. Ate "asam laksa (?)".
Nice! But its HOT&SPICY. god. I had running nose after eating it. Im not a chilli person.
The noodle is like udon ^^ Bought food to eat as we walk.
Sat the trishaw back to hotel. nice luh! you get to enjoy the breeze and look around.
But its pretty ex. i think its 13bucks for a short distance.
And we had to sit 3 seperate trishaws, cos 1 trishaw can only fit 2 person. So ya.
Bought instant noodles at 7-11, supper :B
Watched tv then sleep. Didnt have insomnia leh! Hahaha.

2nd day.
Couldnt wake up! As usual, refuse to get outta the bed. Mum was nagging and nagging and nagging until i was so irritated. So i dragged myself out of the bed, went for buffet breakfast.
Lots of stuff to eat. Pancake, nasi lemak, fried beehoon, soup, salad, porridge, bread, cake,
fruits, pudding etc etc. There's even a EGG COUNTER! lolol.
There will be chefs standing there, help you fry eggs. Omelette, sunny side up, half boiled egg, got macs the big breakfast egg also! :B
I ate 4 eggs, haha. High cholestrol, blah blah. dc.
Shopping, shopping. k fast forward.
Dined in at some nyonya restaurant. Second time there. Went there too last year.
The food thr is nice. Know the show little nyonya? Some show on channel 8.
Yeah, the food they use in that show should be from that restaurant. We heard from the boss.
It was super crowded inside. ALL the tables occupied! But we managed to get a table.
Thankgod it was air conditioned. Finished every single dish. Didnt eat dessert, cos we were all full alr. shopping again! After dinner need to walk walk ma, so the food can digest. Hahaha.

3rd day.
I couldnt wake up again. zzzz. Had to wake up earlier today, cos we only have half a day.
Need to check out of the hotel at 1pm.
Went for buffet breakfast at 8am i think. I ate lesser eggs! But i ate fried rice.
Was so tired. While they're still eating, we went up to sleep again. hahah. sis and i.
Slept till 11+ i think. Woke up, packed our luggage, bathe, checked out.
Shopping again. Ate lunch at Jap restaurant. I didnt really eat, cos i ate instant noodles
in the hotel. I ordered chawamushi and miso. Nice.
Went back hotel lobby, waited for bus. Then homed.
Reached home at ard 8+pm uh.

Away.

2009-12-19T23:22:00.000+08:00

Hey peeps, I'll be away from 20-22 dec.
Wont be bringing my phone, so ya. You wont be able to contact me.
Wooot, can skip 2 trainings. wahaha.
I'll most prob be back on tuesday midnight. Training on weds morning. Gah, i think there's friendly match. Hmm.. Dont know whether i'll be going on weds training. See how.

leaving early in the morning tmr. Abt 7.45 leave the house.
Hope the trip will be fun! DONT MISS ME :B

Ily, idiot.

2009-12-19T00:55:00.002+08:00

SHOPPING TODAY! ((:
Went to Parkway parade. Bought 2 pair of shoes, then went to OP to buy 2 teeshirts.
Oh, we also bought $30 worth of Famous Amos cookies!
Headed to Orchard and went to Starhub. Changed my internet, phone and tv to starhub.
Wooooot, got cable tv alr. Hahah. Was damn crowded, queue for uber long.
Had my dinner at 9plus leh! Nearly died.
Ate damn lot for dinner. Hmm, then drove to vivo. Passed cousin James sth.
Homed. Prob going shopping again tmr :B